merry christmas everyone
I’m so happy for vampire weekend because they’re nominated for a Grammy award yay!
Here comes an another rant because I don’t get people.
If you’re going to criticize other people, why not start on realizing who you really are first? I MEAN REALLY CAN YOU DO THAT
Fireside (Empty Arena) » Arctic Monkeys
how are your grades?
HERE COMES A LONG POST ABOUT HOW I’VE BEEN FEELING, FEEL FREE TO PITY ME.
I really hate when I have the feeling that i do things wrong or i’m wasting too much time doing nothing. And it’s not just a “feeling” it’s reality. I know that I do things wrong, but i don’t know how to do in the right way. I hate spending my time here in this country doing nothing for my dreams. But it’s a fact that i need to move out and i can’t right now because i have to go to collage which i don’t even want. I don’t wanna go there, i want to do whatever makes me happy. I need to move and work for my dreams in america but instead of this I’m stuck in this disgusting country where people are so blind and bad. I feel so different and weird compared to them, i’ve always interested in america. Their culture, their music basically everything, and i grow up sort of emulating them, that’s why i feel kinda outside. Since I’m interested in music and writing, my desire of moving out has grown much more. It really breaks me heart seeing other people being succeed, and showing other people that they can do anything they want with their life. It’s really all i want, i wanna be successful and prove myself to those people who have been saying that all i ever do is dream about impossible things, or stop being a wannabe. And right now i’m in the point of life where i no longer want “desiring” things, i need my thoughts to became things because I’ve wanted and waited them to be come true for so long. But I don’t know what to do. If I tell my parents that I don’t wanna go to collage and I wanna move out, they’ll probably say stop making nonsense and start working for my exam, they won’t understand. The other choice is running away which i don’t think i could handle this situation. The last chance is going to collage then doing something afterwards. But I feel late enough. I can’t wait much longer. I need to stop thinking because i’m about to lose my mind I hate everything